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Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Hi Xin Jie, you found my blog! Stupid twat )<

Oh well, I'm very tired of trying so hard and all for nothing. Maybe I should just man up and just give up, since you gave up too. Reciprocation is hard to find, and no matter how much I try, I can't reignite the same spark. So this will probably the last birthday present I send, maybe a few more to my better friends. Maybe this is just a temporary angst, a hurricane running through my mind as I read those words. I could be more optimistic if I see a new bunch of pictures and words with loving connotations. However, I can't really continue pretending that I care or that I still wish to continue this pretentious relationship. Tom's Diner with the irritating tune is running through my head too. If you want to be forward-looking, I'm fine with that; but I'm going to give up one day. And I'm reaching that day soon.

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