Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Hi Xin Jie, you found my blog! Stupid twat )<
Oh well, I'm very tired of trying so hard and all for nothing. Maybe I should just man up and just give up, since you gave up too. Reciprocation is hard to find, and no matter how much I try, I can't reignite the same spark. So this will probably the last birthday present I send, maybe a few more to my better friends. Maybe this is just a temporary angst, a hurricane running through my mind as I read those words. I could be more optimistic if I see a new bunch of pictures and words with loving connotations. However, I can't really continue pretending that I care or that I still wish to continue this pretentious relationship. Tom's Diner with the irritating tune is running through my head too. If you want to be forward-looking, I'm fine with that; but I'm going to give up one day. And I'm reaching that day soon.
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12:01 AM
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
This is some blog that has collected so much dust.
Decided to post something here, since my Tumblr isn't the best of places
I really miss you.
Really want to talk to you, but you're always horded with your friends
Always too busy
Always too scared or tired of rejection
I really really want to go back to those moments when we felt invincible, that floaty feeling and joy that guided us
I miss those times
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7:01 PM
Friday, June 18, 2010
The days passed quickly as the day came. As everybody woke up at approximately 9am, they all felt a feeling that they had not experienced for the past few months. That freedom of happiness, the feeling when the sun peeks through the windows and shines on you.
The days passed quickly, and soon I found myself waving goodbye to Singapore. The plans were that I would spend 6 days at Taiwan, visiting my grandparents, and then come back loaded with souvenirs to gift to my classmates.
Imagine my ecstasy and (horror) when I reached my grandparents' home. After a exciting and exhausting afternoon in the Eva Airlines Plane, in which I watched, Valentine's day ( I was bored!) and Bodyguards and Assassins, I sunk into my uncle's car as he revved his engine and started the 3 hours trip by car from Taipei to Zhang Hua (Tai Zhong). But I did not expect what was about to come.
As I staggered into the house at approximately 11 pm, and climbed up the stairs, waves of nostalgia hit me. Those stairs, worn away by few decades of use, were decorated by a few leaves. The door opened as my grandparents came out to greet me. (to be continued)
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7:42 PM
Friday, June 11, 2010
Just realized the real meaning of appreciating what you have. Now we students work on a type of mentality where students are able to appreciate what we have. So when we have holidays, varying from 1 day to 3 days, we relish in these short spans of relaxation. For these short spans of relaxation enable us to take a break from the minutes that fly by at school, the pain of listening to teachers dump us with facts. Anticipation was hanging in the air when the last period of the last day of school before the June Holidays. Then the wait ended.
You could see the familiar white, red and orange shirts everywhere, ranging from Pasir Ris Park to Sim Lim Square. King Albert Park was chocked full of people, as the cash registers of Mcdonalds went ringing non-stop. All the shop owners tensed as waves and waves of students swept into their shops, groping the products, their shirts full of sweat. The other shoppers were stunned as hordes of students slammed into the doors of the shops, whispering prices among themselves. Fingers were pointed at different arrays of products, as the picky students fingered the products, scanning the surfaces for any scratches or for any reason whatsoever to put the product down. Students rejoiced at their freedom for the oppressive rule of the teachers that were imposed on them. Celebration messages flooded Twitter and Facebook as students who were not invited out tried to cheer themselves up. Then it all ended as everybody fell asleep... (to be continued)
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9:52 PM
Sunday, May 23, 2010
My boredom has driven me to utter madness, such as poking my dead blog.
The most recent event that happened was the U-14s competition. Let me describe briefly. We debated against ACS, NUSH and GIIS. All were worthy opponents and it was a good fight. However, in the quarter finals, we lost to RGS. It was a very GOOD fight.
Maybe that's all i can say.
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10:34 PM
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
My blog was hibernating, until I found it hiding under piles of homework, council activities and stuff. Spring is nearly over. Summer is here. I am anticipating the June Holidays, even though my exams haven't started. time passes really fast. Maybe when I look through this blog again, I shall have nostalgic thoughts about my lost childhood. Alright, now back to blogging...
Soccer has been a vital part of my life. Since the epic rubber band war with Darion, in which I won, my thighs have been hurting badly, from squatting and lying on the ground. Although Darrel and Gerald may think that this is immature, I beg to differ. What is so immature about shooting pieces of rubber. Similarly, if we view our usage of computers, isn't it kind of immature to drag a mouse on a desktop, clicking aimlessly on a 16 inch screen. In fact, rubber band shooting makes you lose weight ( which I need to). My thighs are smarting painfully.
Today was the first meeting for June camp. I shan't comment on our AWESOME secretary, who wasn't complaining at all, was not saying something about expiring in 5 minutes and all that junk. I am still not really happy with what happened in the iLeague match, where I was given a red card, which means I am suspended for the next match. Sigh. Luckily we are against 1I3, which is at the bottom of the league ( no offence guys).
I got a new phone, its very new, a smartphone, with free internet access, and me being able to watch Starhub TV for free! I found myself, flicking the cover of the touch screen phone, looking for SMSes. Sigh. Alright I have to go now. Facebooking time is now here. Click. Yay facebook games. Click. Click. Click. Click. Click.
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10:07 PM
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
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